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I believe in brownies, I believe in love

Thu Dec 10, 2009, 6:59 AM
HULLO people! 8D

I'm a lot happier than last time! :XD: I'm going to a doll meet this Saturday and tomorrow my niece and nephew celebrate Lucia at their kindergarden, so that's gunna be awesome!! 8D

And I just finished pimping :iconn0angels:'s Christmas card! 8D I hope she'll like it. :cuddle:

Aaaand... yeah. Constant raining. But Tom and Eveleen are lovely so never mind that. 8D And Per uploads lovely videos very often which also helps making me feel like I'm the happiest lunatic ever walked the planet. :iconhurrplz:

Now if only we could get the stuff I payed for the 31st, everything would be perfect. *Sigh* She hasn't even replied so I have no idea if she got the money or not... I don't get it, why not just say something? It's almost been two weeks... >__< I'm anxious!

  • Mood: Jolly
  • Listening to: Christmas music 8D
  • Reading: One flew over the cuckoo's nest
  • Playing: around

Crap with extra cheese

Mon Nov 30, 2009, 9:12 AM
I'm close to crying here. I have no fucking idea why. My brother just came home and is acting like a fucking child, but I'm not PMS:ing so it should be fine. Alas, it is not. I think it's, or rather, I like to blame it on the season. It's fucking dark and fucking raining all the fucking time and I'm just so FUCKING TIRED OF IT! GIMME SOME FUCKING SUN!!!! GIMME SOME FUCKING SNOW!!! :iconsadplz:

I'm writing a letter too. A bloody private one I won't ever send, but still. And right now I'm writing about the summer 2007, so that could be what's making me feel like crying. I dunno. I just don't get it. It can't be hormones all of a sudden returning to me?! I'm too old for that. >__>

I just know that I seriously wanted to run away and cry in class this morning, while we were peacefully reading. Just for the fact that the grammar in that very book I'm reading is horrible. (And I don't really care if that's on purpose, which I suppose it is, it's still fucking annoying.) Worse than mine, and I'm just Swedish... Should HAVE. Could HAVE. Must HAVE. Since fucking when is OF a fucking VERB?! :iconimragingplz:

FUCK YES the cursing is necessary. I'm upset. I'm FUCKING upset. Oh shit, what's wrong with me? Or rather, could you possibly get something like this while menstruating?

  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Alanis <3
  • Reading: One flew over the cuckoo's nest

Birthday

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 7:12 AM
Happy birthday Clarence!! :D :hug: I hope you've had a great day and will have an even greater evening. :'D

  • Mood: Jolly
  • Listening to: Some Christmas channel my MAMA is playing 8D
  • Playing: FFVIII <333
  • Drinking: COKE 8D

Holiday wishlist~

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 7:18 AM
So, I thought I'd jump on, 'cause this is such a sweet idea. Giving joy is like... the best thing ever. 8D

THE BASICS: write a Christmas/Holiday wish list. It can be any 10 wishes you'd like to have granted, no matter what they are. Possible or seemingly impossible. People look and grant the wishes if they can. It's not about "OMFG PRESENTS", it's about making someone else's holiday a little brighter by giving. Personally, I get more out of giving than receiving sometimes. It's just a good feeling to give.

STEP ONE

** Make a post in your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

** If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. In this case, you can always just note someone on dA.

** Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, so that others can join in and participate to spread the holiday joy!


STEP TWO

** Surf around your friend list to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

** If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

** You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.


Anyway, here's my wishlist:

Anything Per Gessle-related. :love:
A drawing of Laguna Loire from Final Fantasy VIII. :33
Milk chocolate! :drool:
A yellow or black polo shirt. 83
A date with David Bowie, a wish from last year. (Not that I expect that to ever happen, but it _is_ a wish of mine :XD:)
A white Christmas~! :heart:
My friends and family to have a good holiday and a blessed 2010. :cuddle:
Voldemort fanart. I'd really love that! :love:
To meet ~Lesthi (again 8D) and do a photoshoot with her! :D
A VIP ticket to Emilie Autumn's concert at Debaser, Slussen, Stockholm, Sweden. (Lol, that was long :XD:), not that that would happen, but I'd really love that. :33

If you have a list or want to grant others' wishes, post it/check them out here [link] 833

  • Mood: Compassion
  • Listening to: Marilyn Manson 8D

Where do you go to my lovely?

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 12, 2009, 7:54 AM



A
- Available: If you don't scare me and I'm awake, then perhaps.

- Age: 19

- Annoyance: Most loud stuff... I HATE sudden noises, they always make my heart move itself several centimetres... don't like that.

- Allergic: Pollen.

- Animal: Human, I am.

- Actor: Ralph Fiennes, Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham-Carter, David Bowie, Will Smith, Colin Firth, Hugh Grant... I can go on forever :XD:

B
- Beer: No thanks.

- Birthday/Birthplace: October 17th, 1990, Danderyd, Stockholm, Sweden. WOOHOO >__> :XD:

- Best Friends: I love them. :cuddle:

- Body Part on opposite sex: ... Penis?

- Best feeling in the world: I AM THE WORLD'S MOST AWESOME PERSON! 8D No I'm only joking. :XD: The feeling of being loved and more importantly, A P P R E C I A T E D. 8D

- Blind or Deaf: No thanks D8

- Best weather: Sunny afternoon :heart:

- Been in Love: Indeed

- Been bitched out?: Indeed

- Been on stage?: Indeed

- Believe in yourself?: Indeed

- Believe in life on other planets: Well durr?

- Believe in miracles: I believe in drugs, yes 8D Or well, the existence of them. And mental diseases. And guardian "angels" of course. I am one. ;D

- Believe in Magic: HARRY POTTAH SHALL DIE! >8D

- Believe in God: She's wonderfully wicked. :love:

- Believe in Satan: Satan, Santa. Difference? Not so much. >8D

- Believe in Santa: Santa is a pedo. I don't want to believe in pedo's. >__>

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: I don't wanna D8

- Believe in Evolution: Uh.. yeah? :XD:

C
- Car: I lurve the Beatles 8D

- Candy: Leeches 8D

- Colour: Yeah 8DD

- Cried in school: Yeah 8DD

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Xhocolate <3

- Chinese/Mexican: Swedish

- Cake or pie?: I dunno D8

- Countries to visit: All of them

D
- Day or Night: What is a day without a blessed night? And what is peace without a blessed, blessed, blessed fight? Hmm?

- Dream vehicle: I already feel high~

- Danced: Of course

- Dance in the rain?: YES! <3

- Dance in the middle of the street?: OH HELL YES. :love:

- Do the splits?: Ouch. D8

E
- Eggs: Yeah?

- Eyes: Browneyed girl 8D

- Everyone has: BLOOD! 8D

- Ever failed a class?: Noooo

F
- First crush: MM. Or Alice Cooper. I remember the latter. :XD:

- Full name: Mary von Hitler. >83

- First thoughts waking up: "Mmmm cosy...." I wake up to Son of a plumber - Waltz for Woody. It IS cosy. :heart:

- Food: Yeah

G
- Greatest Fear: INSECTS! KILL THEM! D,,,8

- Giver or taker: Both

- Goals: Are fun to reach

- Gum: Nah

- Get along with your parents?: So-so... >__>


- Good luck charms: Music. :heart:

H
- Hair Colour: I want it redder. NOW!

- Height: Dunno anymore

- Happy: Need to pee and am doing a bloody history home test. >__> Or whatever it's called.

- Holidays: Are nice

- How do you want to die: Painless and after achieving whatever I want to achieve. 8D

- Health freak?: ... Didn't I answer this like... yesterday? :XD:

- Hate: People who don't think. >__> And people who hurt others without permission. And... Ah what teh fuck, I hate people. >_______> AND SPIDERS! D8


I
- Ice Cream: Sure

- Instrument: Any. Just not drums. Gotta love drum machines. 8D

J
- Jewelry: Yeah I suppose

- Job: No thanks... or well, yes please, if I can do it. 8D

K
- Kids: Nope

- Kickboxing or karate: Neither

- Keep a journal?: I have dA, that,s enough, right? :XD:

L
- Longest Car Ride: Dunno

- Love: Can't spell Love without Lust 8D And Leeches. 833

- Letter: A L E X A N D E R ... I mean, PIE 8D

- Laughed so hard you cried: Oh yes :XD:

- Love at first sight: Lust, not love. But then again, can you spell Lust without Love?

M
- Milk flavour: Chocolate 8D

- Movie: YES! 8D Go to the theatre with me pretty please?

- Mooned anyone?: :rofl: No way

- Marriage: Perhaps

- Motion sickness?: What's that?

- McD’s or BK: I CAN HAS CHEEZBURGER 8D

N
- Number of Siblings: 2

- Number of Piercings: 2

- Number: 9

O
- Overused Phrases: "I love you", "I'll always love you", "You're the love of my life" etc... etc... >__>

- One wish: Could it be about me?

- One phobia: No. MANY. >__>

P
- Place you’d like to live: Skåne. :heart:

- Pepsi/Coke: COKE FFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Q
- Quail: I'm sorry, what's that? D8

- Questionnaires: Yeees?

R
- Reason to cry: Why bother bothering, just for a poem or another sad song to sing, why live a life? ... :giggle:

- Reality T.V.: No thanks.

- Radio Station: No thanks.

- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Okay! 8D

S
- Song: My monkey - Marilyn Manson

- Shoe size: 7 - 7 1/2... I think. >__>

- Sushi: Dunno

- Skipped school: Yes

- Slept outside: Yes

- Seen a dead body?: Not human... I think. >__>

- Smoked?: nope

- Skinny dipped?: I don't even know what that is D8

- Shower daily?: No

- Sing well?: The beauty is in the ear of the listener... sadly. :XD:

- In the shower?: Not anymore

- Swear?: FUCK No. I don't fucking bloody swear. Fucking fucktard. >__>

- Stuffed Animals?: NO WAY. D8

- Single/Group dates: Dunno

- Strawberries/Blueberries: Blueberries 8D

- Scientists need to invent: Nothing at all.

T
- Time for bed: Nope

- Thunderstorms: NO WAY D8

- Touch your tongue to your nose?: No D8

U
- Unpredictable: Unpredictable pumpkin 8D

- Under the influence?: of rock n' roll. OH YES. 8D And the people in my head. They're telling me to stab ya 37 times in the chest. Should I?

- Understanding?: I try to be

V
- Vegetable you hate: Green peace and love <3

- Vegetable you love: green peas, cucumber, corn... <3

- Vacation spot: MAH PORCH. 8D

W
- Weakness: I don't spill them out here. ;O

- When you grow up: I won't be able to play anymore. :(

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: No one. Luckily. D8

- Who makes you laugh the most: Hamlet, Emilie Autumn. :XD:

- Worst feeling: Lots

- Wanted to be a model?: I am a model. I'm a model of failure. 8D Don't become like me, kids.

- Where do we go when we die: Wherever the fuck we want?

- Worst weather: Dunno

- Walk with a book on your head?: No, you do it. 8D

X
- X-Rays: Gief cancer ;O

Y
-Year it is now: Twenty-o-nine. 8D

-Yellow: Coldplay. 8D

Z
- Zoo animal: No. I'm not one.

- Zodiac sign: Libra.

  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: My brother playing some game/watching some movie..
  • Reading: My history text book
  • Watching: My monitor
  • Playing: No....
  • Eating: No....
  • Drinking: No....

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